
i must confess : if god is real he is the one who has to beg for forgiveness
SHADOWPUNK

allison iverson, richard iverson (parents)
karli iverson(†), erik iverson(†) (siblings)
blake smith (reverend in jasper's hometown)
jamie dawson (roommate)
blue (frequenter at jasper's job)
bubba (jasper's cat)
JASPER

IVERSON
NAME: jasper iverson
DATE OF BIRTH: 15/05/1999
AGE: 25
GENDER: cis (maybe)
PRONOUNS: he/him
SEXUALITY: bisexual
OCCUPATION: bartender
SPECIES: human with shadow manipulation abilitiesBIRTHPLACE: sickles, oklahoma
CURRENT HOME: los angeles, california
NATIONALITY: us-american
LANGUAGE(S): englishHAIR: dark blonde curls
EYES: dark brown
HEIGHT: 183cm / 6 ft.
BUILD: slim muscular build
TATTOOS: too many (in a good way)
PIERCINGS: nostril, nipples
OTHER REMARKABLE FEATURES: light freckles on face and upper body
LIKES: cigarettes & alcohol, music, basically anything that numbs
DISLIKES: capitalism, biggots, christianity
FEARS AND PHOBIAS: spiders, being alone
WISHES & DREAMS: a world without capitalismPOSITIVE TRAITS: free spirited, quick-witted, humorous, rebellious, loyal, empathic
NEGATIVE TRAITS: insecure, impulsive, prone to taking unneccessary risk, struggles with trust and opening up to others, lots and lots of anger


jasper's childhood in oklahoma was marked by a sense of alienation. his unconventional interests and rebellious nature set him apart from his peers, earning him a reputation as an outsider. raised in a deeply religious household, jasper struggled with the conflicting messages of acceptance and condemnation preached by his family and community.the trauma of religious indoctrination left a lasting imprint on jasper's psyche, fueling his rebellious spirit and driving him to seek solace in the shadows. his tattoos became a form of self-expression, a defiance against the rigid expectations imposed upon him. but despite his outward defiance, jasper couldn't escape the suffocating grip of guilt and shame instilled by years of religious dogma.as he navigated the complexities of adolescence, jasper sought refuge in the shadows, both literal and metaphorical. his fascination with the unknown led him to explore the hidden corners of his small town, where he discovered a world beyond the confines of his upbringing. It was during these solitary journeys that jasper's latent supernatural abilities began to emerge, a gift and a curse that would shape the course of his life in ways he could never have imagined.
tragedy struck one fateful day when jasper was just 15 years old. While exploring an abandoned structure on the outskirts of town together with his siblings, disaster struck and changed his life forever. the decrepit building, weakened by years of neglect, collapsed under their weight, trapping jasper and his siblings beneath a mountain of rubble. in the darkness of the crumbling ruins, jasper's latent powers of shadow control manifested for the first time to protect his loved ones. with a primal instinct born of fear and desperation, he summoned the shadows to shield them from the falling debris, creating a barrier of darkness that enveloped him like a protective cocoon.as the dust settled and rescue crews worked tirelessly to free them from the wreckage, jasper emerged from the rubble, battered and bruised, but alive. however, his siblings were not so fortunate. they had succumbed to their injuries, leaving jasper devastated and guilt-ridden. haunted by the memory of that fateful day, jasper was consumed by guilt and self-doubt. he blamed himself for the tragedy, convinced that his powers had failed to save those he held most dear. eventually jasper made the decision to flee his hometown, seeking solace in the anonymity of the sprawling metropolis of los angeles.for years, jasper wandered the neon-lit streets of la. homeless and haunted by the ghosts of his past, he struggled to find his place in a world that seemed indifferent to his pain. but fate intervened when he crossed paths with his current roommate, a stranger whose kindness offered a glimmer of hope amidst the darkness.with their support, jasper began to rebuild his shattered life, finding work as a bartender at a local speakeasy. the dimly lit establishment became a sanctuary for jasper, a place where he could escape the demons of his past and forge connections with fellow lost souls. yet, despite the sense of camaraderie he found among the misfits and outcasts who frequented the speakeasy, jasper remained haunted by his past.

CANON - MODERN WORLD
the world is a fucked up place and jasper knows it. after years of religious indoctrination and torture, he finally leaves at the age of 16 the smalltown he grew up in after the tragic death of his two siblings. the only two people close to him. after years of homelessness in la, he eventually found solace in his roommate. who not only helped him get on his feet and find a job as a bartender, but also showed him, that not all humans are as bad as he thought. however that doesn't change the fact that jasper is a man full of anger. anger at himself, anger at the people who hurt him, anger at the shadows who failed to help his siblings and anger at the world. but controlling his emotions is one of the things he desperately has to learn in order to finally get actual control of abilities.ALTERNATIVE - FANTASY
in a world full of faes, elves, magicians, warlocks and other fantastic beings, jasper grows up in a small cult that devoted their life to a cruel god. the young man realized early that his own views didn't align with the ones of the people around him. years of abuse and torture followed until he eventually managed to escape with the help of a shadow entity with which he had built a pact without his knowledge. years later the now young man works in a tavern for travellers. the shadow entity still follows him around trying to lure him completly on its side.
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001. ACTIVITY
just because i am blogging, doesn't mean i owe you an answer. i have days where my social battery is just empty and i don't feel like answering. that doesn't mean i am not interested in our conversation/text, i just wanna be in the right headspace to give proper answers. neither of us would be happy, if i'd only give you half-assed answers just for the sake of a quick reply. so please be patient and don't get petty002. WRITING PLOTTING
i am very open to writing and plotting. however my activity can vary a lot. this means i have phases where i'll reply quick and regularly and others where i just lack the creative energy to come up with a proper answer. this means you need to be patient with me when it comes to that. if that doesn't bother you, feel free to hit me up. i'm always open to new ideas and have no problems with adapting my character to different universes! i usually write on sideblogs or google docs.003. AGE RESTRICTION
please don't write me if you're under 23 as i am not interested or comfortable with conversations with people under that age. that applies to both muse and mun.
004. GODMODDING
we all know that you can't prevent having to write some plot/dialogue for your writing partner and in general i am fine with that as long as it's kept in moderation and fits the way i would actually act. if you are unsure how i would react/what i would say, just ask.005. SHIPPING
since multishipping becomes more of a thing here, i want to make clear that i am not interested in it as for now. however i am more than open to explore different dynamics and (platonic) relationships.006. TRIGGER WARNINGS
even if i am most of the time a pretty funny guy to be around, i still tackle some serious themes on my blog/in my texts. these include: mental illness, childhood and religious trauma, domestic violence, difficult upbringing, drug and alcohol abuse, suicidal tendencies